No Ill Intentions

When I post something, I agree with it. You know why? Because I feel that way. Some people get offended, and they feel the need to tell you how it really is. It doesn’t show me anything else but that it’s the truth.

They will hurt you by saying something you may already be feeling. But you shouldn’t let that bother you. Although for most people, it doesn’t bother them.

I called to place an order for pizza. The girl put me on hold. About 5 minutes later, I got disconnected. I called back again. She said can you hold. I say I guess. she goes you guess? I’m like last time you put me on hold, I got disconnected. She goes well I have two other phones ringing, and I was like well then go answer them. She starts going what would you like to order? I was like nothing, and I hung up the phone.

A few months back, someone cut someone off. The guy in back got out of the car to talk to the guy. The guy sitting in the car shot and killed the guy that wanted to talk.

My point is we lack compassion in this day and age. I wonder if we ever had it to begin with. Some of us that do have compassion, and can actually sympathize are rare. Often I find out their true colors in the end.

I deactivated my FB account because I’ve been a bit depressed. It always seems whenever I’m sad or suicidal, I can never have those moments to myself. I don’t get how when they post something they never get shamed. At least I don’t. People have a right to post what they want on their own page. When I post expressing my feelings, all hell breaks loose! Why is that? Why am I the only person on earth who is not allowed to express herself freely? Well, F*CK!NG F*CK! Really!!!!! I just need some time to cool off.

I have pictures on there because my phone makes me delete most to save on memory data, or whatever you call it.

I’m sure I can find another place to save my pictures! I was using Photobucket, but I think I went over. I guess there’s always the one drive by Microsoft, yeah? Eh, I’ll figure it out.

Sorry I’ve got no pics. I’m working on this tablet I bought but barely use. I can’t get neither Photoshop, nor Microsoft Paint as this is a tablet and not a touch screen mini laptop like the advertisement said.

I have no expectations. No expectations equal no dissapointment, right? Eh, I’ll get it right one of these days.


fake people no compassion

I’m Not Allowed

I am probably the only person I know who is not allowed to express their feelings. I’m not supposed to be human like that.

It’s funny how others have no problem with telling me how they feel.


Because I Am a Chicken


I know it’s been awhile since I’ve posted in WP. I’ve been hiding out in FB land. I’m trying to get out there more. Sometimes I just get shy. It’s more like I have fear of rejection in me and that is why I walk away–from a LOT of things!

About 5 years ago, I self-published a book on Amazon. I gave the free promo for the week so people could buy. I got a lot of buyers, but no reviews. That just told me a lot about myself as a writer. I’m either awful, or the audience is just not ready for what stories I come up with in my head. Anyway…

I’m not very good with novels, per se–more like I’m good with novellas (I believe that’s what prose is called). And so, I created a three-part “novel”, all based on the same character–her name is Maya–and her experiences as to how she got to where she is now (present time being).

I was going to work on a sequel, but then I got a job and well, I’ve been really busy with work ever since. And the only reason why I even work is because 1. it’s nice to have some extra money, and 2. Insurance is expensive AF! It never used to be. I’m not political or anything. I mind my own business when it comes to religion and politics. It’s better that way. I like avoiding confrontation as much as possible. OK! So now that I sound like a wimp, let me continue.

I was going to post a chapter, but looking at the story (after not looking at this for a few years now), I can see why people lost interest. *sigh*

Well, since I’ve decided to take a hiatus from FB, maybe I can finally finish something.




The 365 Days of Gratitude Continues!

Well, I know the challenge is long gone, but a person like me just has to keep on keeping on. I need more positive reminders on what I’m grateful for!

As you may or may not know, I’ve been trying to strive for five as far as workouts. The week of Irma was tough, and last week was my girly thing I’d rather not discuss–although I think I just did–and so, it leads me to this week! I decided to start my workout on Sunday. It’s the beginning of the week according to American calendars and my FitBit.

Today, however, I woke up with my lower back in shambles. I did some stretches before work, and while it helped, my back was still bothering me. I know when to take a break from the treadmill, and so I did. I decided to do some vinyasa yoga, and I am grateful for that because my back is starting to feel better!

I need more reminders like these. It’s mostly for myself, but if someone stumbles upon these and can get some inspiration out of it, well then I am glad I could help!

Now! I just need to work on a project using all the letters of the alphabet in one sentence! LOL


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