I’m gonna post everywhere so I can give everyone a chance to comment…If you want…You don’t have to….It won’t hurt my feelings….The names in here are purely fictional…
Part IV: Love and Lust
Was I the only one that was clueless on the differences between the both? I must have been. The boys I met that were interested in me, must have sensed this a mile away. That had to have been why they thought we should be just friends. God, how I hate being told that. I think it was mostly because I wasn’t giving them the one thing they wanted most from me. Nearly a year after moving to Florida, I decided to take a chance, and give up my last part of my innocence. I truly thought I met the right person too. Hey, I was 18 back then, what did you expect?
Before I go any further with this, let me explain to you a little bit about Virgos. They can be both loud and shy. They are well grounded people, which is probably why they’re an earth sign. They are very self destructive individuals, and can stop upon realizing if they’re hurting someone else. Virgos can be very indecisive, but when they make up their mind, they’ll stop at nothing to get it. Notice how I put down the word, “indecisive”, because that is exactly the type of person I am.
I often thought that if I had never moved to Florida, that I would know what career path I would want to take. For all four years of high school, well more like three years, I wanted to become a CPA just like my aunt. I took nothing but business classes, and I was prepared to go to a community college if I had to. I’m sad to inform you that it never happened for me. My mind doesn’t seem to work like others. While when I set my mind to do something and stop at nothing to get it, I also have this thing in my head that when things take too long to accomplish, I would give up on it. Little did I expect it would take a few non-existent relationships, and a surprise, to make me realize I can stick to anything if I wanted to.
I finally decided to give up the last part of my innocence, what little I had left, to someone completely random. I had decided I had enough, and I wanted a relationship, a real one. I found a job sometime after high school let out, and that was when I had met someone. His name was Del, but Del won’t be mentioned too much longer after this. I’m just mainly explaining him because as the short amount of time he was in my life, he would still have some kind of an impact that changes my life, for the better. Let me explain Del.
Stay tuned for Part V of the saga: Del…
Written by ©Diana Jillian
The names are purely fictional…The rest of the story I can’t deny…Or can I?