friend end

The last three letters of Friend, end.  They end.  Friends are truly never meant to happen.  We are mere acquaintances, struggling in this thing called life.  We are eventually alone in the world.  In the past, I’ve made room for friends.  I never ditched one friend for something more important.  I’ve always treated everything as an equal.

Eh, I guess I’m old-fashioned.  I value those around me.  I did value those around me.  These days, not so much.

I just gave so much, I have nothing left to give.  I have tried for what seems like an eternity, to maintain friendships.  Yet those ships sail into the night.  They disappear into the mist; never to be heard from.  And just when you think you’ve got your life back on track…BAM!!!!!

They come crawling out of the woodwork.  Why?  Seriously!  Why now?  Why when everything is starting to go good again in my life.  Why come back.

And that’s another thing I’ve noticed.  They creep up when life is going good.  Maybe it’s to drain the good energy I have.  And then they disappear when life is going bad.

Eventually with me, my negative turns to a positive again. But that doesn’t mean I want “friends” only stopping by just when life is going good.  I want them to be with me for the bad as well.

Although…I had one “friend” that just ditched me because my life was going good.  She stayed with me through the bad.  It makes no sense.

I am destined to be alone in the friEND department.



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