Day 293

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Day 293 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. Saturday, April 22nd, 2017.


I’m grateful I took a week off from FB. I think it was destroying my mind.
I also signed back onto Instagram. Especially now that I know there’s a feature to where you can stop certain followers from seeing your posts. That’s a bonus!
My last few days have been me writing my challenges in Blogger, and only a few days ago I started using WordPress again.
I’m trying to be around more places that don’t make me feel like an outcast. I’m trying to find more places that don’t shame me from speaking my mind. I’m trying to find places that don’t make me spiral into an even deeper depression than what I’m already in.
Yeah, I know my flaws. It doesn’t mean I deserve to have others tell me the same. And what’s sad of all is how I would never do that to someone because I know what that feels like.
Ah, the power of being empathic. You can tell the real from the fake, and yet never say a word.
That’s cool too. The most popular people are usually alone in the world and have no real friends they can count on.
And their own “friends” will just scroll past, pretending they didn’t see it. 
Well, it doesn’t spite me as I’m grateful for that as well!
DJ 

Day 96

Day 96 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2016

I don’t really know what I’m grateful for. This is an honest post. Yesterday, a resident gave me some wild flowers, and I somehow developed an allergic reaction to it. My eye was beet red. It was awful.

Today my eye wasn’t so bad. Even though I took pictures of my bad eye, I’m not going to share it.

I went home to nap, I went shopping, and I started playing catch up on my DVR. Tonight, I caught up on a Hallmark movie, as well as episodes of Young & Hungry.

I guess you can say I’m grateful I’m feeling better, and I’m grateful I got to relax a bit.

Hopefully tomorrow I can get some tread time. 🙂

DJ

Days 91-95

Days 91-95

Day 91 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for exercise. I am starting to feel better. I dislike when I get sick or am on overload with work so much that I never get to exercise.

I’m trying to go down a different path, and I pray I never grow tired of my fitbit. I really like how I’m challenging myself more.

Time for bed now.

Good night.

DJ

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Day 92 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I had forgotten what I was grateful for when I found these quotes earlier. I was looking for something in particular when these quotes just popped up at me.

These quotes may or may not pertain to me, but either way, I like the quotes.

I guess you can say that I’m grateful for being able to find quotes easily in this day and age.

This gratuity challenge was for Saturday, October 1st, 2016.

I’m fading fast now. Night.

DJ

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Day 93 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for music. There is always a song that goes with your life. I really want to be a song writer. I’ll stick with enjoying the music instead. Sometimes my writings can be hit or miss. More miss than hit, but I’m cool with that hahahahaha.

I’m also grateful for enjoyable work days. It helps time to pass by a bit faster.

DJ

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Day 94 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for days off. I got some stuff done! Including my exercise. I got about 70 minutes of tread time, and I got in my five miles for the day. Now it’s off to work I go en la mañana.

DJ

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Day 95 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for free moments. Tonight I dared to do something liberating. In the end, I feel in my heart it’s the right decision. No one liked me there anyway. I’m moving in the right direction, and for that, I am grateful.

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Days 75-80

I’m going to try to put 5 days worth of entries in one blog…Let’s see if this works…

It’s already acting up…

Day 75 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

Over the weekend something strange happened, and so I went to the source of the mouth to find out the truth. I went about it in a positive way and got a positive result.

Normally when I confront someone in a positive way, they usually turn around and say I’m being negative. I can’t tell you how awful it makes me feel when I feel like no one is listening.

I grow frustrated and then the other person asks me why I’m acting the way I am. It’s because I’m frustrated and no one is listening.

All I can say is I am so grateful I’m in a more positive atmosphere. I’m grateful for those that finally hear me. It feels nice! 🙂

DJ

9/13/16, Tuesday

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Day 76 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. Wednesday, September 14th, 2016.

I’m grateful for having a day off. I got nothing really done. Well, that’s a lie. I went to the doctor, filled up on gas, and got an oil change. I went home for a bit, and went out to shop for work clothes. I found a cute skirt and top.

I’ve decided to no longer wear slacks at my new job. I like skirts, but I am not crazy about dresses. Dresses are too restricting. It’s hard to explain. I never liked tight clothing. It could very well be a claustrophobic thing???

I went to the store after to get some groceries. I didn’t get much organizing done today, but I did manage to pay the bills! 🙂

Tomorrow before my job, I plan on doing some volunteer work. I’m grateful for busy days. 

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Day 77 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for always learning new things about myself.

I’ve always known I grow attached to things and people when I should just let go.

I have stayed in a blogging group that really doesn’t want me there. I have stayed at jobs even when they don’t want me. And most importantly I have tried to keep in touch with people that don’t want to keep in touch.

It’s time to learn how to detach. I’ve done this before, I think I can do it again.

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Day 78 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for auto type on here. It makes typing much faster for me.

I’m grateful for mew clothes as it makes me happy when I get to wear something new.

I’m grateful for time flying by when I’m at work.

I’m grateful for good friends that always comment and don’t mind my rants or the things I post.

I’m grateful for my husband and a house to live in.

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Day 79 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

As you can see, I have no theme for Saturday 9/17/16. I woke up early but late. I had a slow start because I went to bed at 2 in the morning the day before. I get out of work at 11 and I’m home by 11:30.

I’m grateful for late shift nights. I’m grateful for being able to sleep in. 

That’s all I have for today. I’ll try to come up with more things to be grateful for tomorrow.

DJ

 
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Day 80

 
 
Day 80 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful for making it another 10 days on this challenge. I’m on day 80! Whoo hoo!

Earlier, I was going to quit the blogging group all together. I was gonna quit, but there are still a few that like my writing. So I think I’ll stick with it. I just need to go about my mind differently. 

I’m grateful I can train my mind to think on a more positive level. Every day is a new, learning day.

DJ

Day 74

Day 74 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

As you know, I had a rough go in cyberspace last night, but I had a friend help me get through it.

I’m truly grateful for my friend, Tiki. We may be miles apart, but I can always rely on her. 

I’m also grateful for my husband who is always making me laugh. I feel better afterwards.

I’m grateful for good people in my life! 🙂

Day 73

Day 73 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

I’m grateful it’s day 73. And I am grateful for changes.

Earlier today, I wrote this story as part of the prompts. I worked really hard on it and I thought I was being clever. That’s my problem. I was thinking. 

Well someone made a comment on it, and with comments like that, usually more are to follow because you’re often looking at the comments in order to find something to say.

I stopped writing my chapter stories. And I made this story 100 words precisely. They call it a drabble.

So I’m thinking I’m a shitty writer and I’ll never amount to anything writing wise in this world.

I will be moving away from Blogophilia. Not that I was popular on there to begin with. I’m grateful for new beginnings.

I’m a little sad right now. I’m hoping sleep will help.

DJ

Day 72

9-10-16, Saturday.

Day 72 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge.

Wow I can’t believe I’m up past 3:30. I had every intention of going to bed right after work. I guess if I worked 9 to 5, I’d have been in bed a long time ago. 2:30 to 11:00 is my 9 to 5. Most 9 to 5-ers go to bed around 9-ish, so 3:30-4:00 would be my 9 to 5 bedtime. I’m done rambling.

I’m grateful to go home, I’m grateful for my new job, I’m grateful for hope, and I’m grateful to those that constantly support me no matter what. 🙂