No Ill Intentions

When I post something, I agree with it. You know why? Because I feel that way. Some people get offended, and they feel the need to tell you how it really is. It doesn’t show me anything else but that it’s the truth.

They will hurt you by saying something you may already be feeling. But you shouldn’t let that bother you. Although for most people, it doesn’t bother them.

I called to place an order for pizza. The girl put me on hold. About 5 minutes later, I got disconnected. I called back again. She said can you hold. I say I guess. she goes you guess? I’m like last time you put me on hold, I got disconnected. She goes well I have two other phones ringing, and I was like well then go answer them. She starts going what would you like to order? I was like nothing, and I hung up the phone.

A few months back, someone cut someone off. The guy in back got out of the car to talk to the guy. The guy sitting in the car shot and killed the guy that wanted to talk.

My point is we lack compassion in this day and age. I wonder if we ever had it to begin with. Some of us that do have compassion, and can actually sympathize are rare. Often I find out their true colors in the end.

I deactivated my FB account because I’ve been a bit depressed. It always seems whenever I’m sad or suicidal, I can never have those moments to myself. I don’t get how when they post something they never get shamed. At least I don’t. People have a right to post what they want on their own page. When I post expressing my feelings, all hell breaks loose! Why is that? Why am I the only person on earth who is not allowed to express herself freely? Well, F*CK!NG F*CK! Really!!!!! I just need some time to cool off.

I have pictures on there because my phone makes me delete most to save on memory data, or whatever you call it.

I’m sure I can find another place to save my pictures! I was using Photobucket, but I think I went over. I guess there’s always the one drive by Microsoft, yeah? Eh, I’ll figure it out.

Sorry I’ve got no pics. I’m working on this tablet I bought but barely use. I can’t get neither Photoshop, nor Microsoft Paint as this is a tablet and not a touch screen mini laptop like the advertisement said.

I have no expectations. No expectations equal no dissapointment, right? Eh, I’ll get it right one of these days.


fake people no compassion

Day 364

Day 364 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. 
Sunday, July 2nd, 2017.

One day left! I can’t believe I made it this far!
I’m grateful I had three days off. I look forward to taking a vacation. I have enough PTO to take two weeks off, but one week will suffice!
I’m grateful for my friend that stuck with me on this project. To tell the truth, because of social media and how it makes my brain feel, I was half tempted to quit before it even started. Thank you for sticking around!

Day 363

Day 363 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. 
Saturday, July 1st, 2017.

First, can I just say….what in the world just happened on DW! The ending was wicked awesome. Only now I’m on a new countdown. 5 months and 24 days until the next show!
OK, now that I’ve got that — sort of — out of my system, onto the gratuity challenge. 
Today I am grateful for my grandma! She is always there to listen! I am grateful for that!
I got some more laundry done, but sadly not the skirt just yet. I’m hoping tomorrow will be different. I just think of the time consumption, and then I get a little discouraged. I am trying my best to work past that!


Day 362

Day 362 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. 
Friday, June 30th, 2017.

My first three day weekend off in a very long time. I’m grateful for that!
Having a puppy is very exhausting! Don’t believe anyone who tells you differently. You have to keep them safe. You have to make sure they don’t get hurt or — God forbid — something worse.
I got to do some cleaning, though it is hard when I don’t want to always put Spock in the pen. He needs to roam around. So I did my shopping very early and let him have at it around the house. I think he had fun because now he’s sleeping! I’ll post a pic later.
I got to do some laundry, and partially fix my bed frame. The middle was caving in. I think it happened when I rearranged the bed. Moving it on the carpet — even with carpet coasters — proved to be a challenge. Reminder to self to take the bed off and just move the frame! LOL 
I’m rambling.
Any who, I was thinking of picking this challenge back up in January, but change it up a bit. I tend to get ahead of myself a lot! LOL 
Well, I guess I’ll save the sewing for tomorrow. I’m going to turn a dress I bought into a skirt. And hopefully I can make a lovely shirt with the remaining material. I have a plan in mind. I should sketch, but I have a photographic memory. 


Day 361

Day 361 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. 
Thursday, June 29th, 2017.

I’m grateful for a three day weekend!
I need sleep now because I over think too much! I wish I didn’t have this problem. 


Day 360

Day 360 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. 
Wednesday, June 28th, 2017.

I’m grateful I got this far om the challenge! There’s only 5 days left.
There are times when I just want to leave fb. I stay because of the great friends I have. But I also don’t like it when family finds me.
I just feel that if they can’t make the time to talk to me, or text me, why should they have the privilege of knowing anything that’s going on in my life, good or bad.
That to me sounds fake. We’ll just be great buddies on social media, but we’ll never chat in person. And when we do, I’ll pretend to listen when really I’m not. I won’t hang out with you in public either because you’re an embarrassment. Well, that’s the feeling I get. 
So many friends and family have been around my neck of the woods, and never have they ever turned around to ask me if I want to meet up with them or hang out. 
Well, maybe the Universe is doing me a favor. Maybe it’s sparing me from heartache down the line. I guess I’ll never know.
I am grateful for a higher power. 
The poem below is something I had written a year ago. I think it was a Blogophilia piece.
I turned it into a picture. 


Day 359

Day 359 of the 365 Day Gratitude Challenge. 
Tuesday, June 27th, 2017.

I’m grateful I have the ability to not say anything when I’m upset, and will probably regret saying it later.
I’m grateful I can walk away from the drama, and learn how to wait it out before saying anything. 
I’m also very tired right now, so this post may be convoluted. It’s a good thing I don’t have many friends! 🙂

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